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gue bingung harus mulai darimana. seminggu ini padat rasanya haha. hm kelas ielts gue udah selesai, padahal gue dapet kelas yang cukup menarik haha. orang-orangnya macem2 background-nya. and I met nadia’s ex haha what a coincidence.
terus gue dapet pinjeman dvd supernatural dari naldri, yah biarpun bayar tapi okelah kalo dari season 1-4.
gue akan ke bangka (and it’s gonna be a lot better than BALI), semoga jadi liburan yang menyenangkan deh amin.
what I want for holiday:
- DVD supernatural marathon
- masak2 bareng garini
- pengen nonton film yang bagus
- pengen beli CD impian, pgn belanja sih hahah
- LAM to the URU; it’s been a year since that day
- bertemu teman2 lama : )
- potong rambut, capek punya rambut panjang
dan gue baru aja nginep di rumah nadia, akhirnya setelah lebih dari setaun. banyak banget ya ceritanya hahaha. dan nonton planet 51. trust me, it’s not even worth your 25thousand.
hmmm gue baru saja mendengar monkey to millionaire (i have heard their name before, but never listen to their song) di trax yg lagu strange is the song in our conversation and totally love it!
dan jadi ikut mendengar the trees and the wild, tika n dissidents (bener ga), endah n rhesa, polyester embassy and they are greaaaaaat. jadi pengen beli CDnya hahah.
Thank God, Alhamdulillah I’ve passed the paper-presentation test! Yeah! the teachers did ask a few question, but I can answered the question really well. and yeah I have to add a little bit of something to my paper, on the other language called revision. hm but that’s okay, the bottom line is I have passed the test!
And so is the PE exam. I’m doing just fine, not that great, but fine. and another thing to do is IELTS. I am taking a workshop now, actually it started on monday and still going on until thursday. and the test itself will be held on January the ninth. I can tell you what, my english is terrible. Reading, speaking, writing, listening, you name it, I am not good enough. I just can’t get accross my mind clearly, so yeah it’s hard but hopefully I can make it!
My IELTS score must be at least 6, so that I can apply to Netherland.
uas sudah berlalu, nilai biasa saja. besok ujian kartul, doakan ya.
menemukan oase baru hahaha
akhir-akhir ini hidup gue lagi nggak seru. sangat. tidak. seru. nggak ada apa apa, nggak ada kejadian yang perlu diingat. cuman gitu gitu aja. so, gue juga bingung mau nulis apa. yah quick updates aja ya, hm gue lagi UAS—ujian akhir semester. males banget belajar. mau ada ujian karya tulis, gue belom bikin setitik pun slide shownya. apalagi ga ada siapa2 yang bikin hidup gue berwarna (haha) abis yang lain pada sibuk belajar sih.
mungkin hidup gue dan blog gue (ya, hidup gue sama dengan blog gue) akan begini sampai dua minggu ke depan, abu-abu. hahaha melankolis banget deh. tau ah.
today is a long day. it’s sky fest day one. and i helped my friends to sell some foods and drinks for skyavenue 2009. and i am really tired. it was a hot day, so many people, and so low-income. hmmm capek banget berdiri berjam jam dan mendengar bunyi dan gerak yang hampir sama (baca: saman). udah gitu dikit banget yang beli. ternyata susah ya jadi pedagang, setiap rupiah sangat berarti. yeah good luck deh tim dana nya, untung gue bukan tim dana.
pas pulang, gue nebeng nurul. bersama imo nisyu shasti bas dan reszki. terus di mobil, awalnya sih kita ngomongin film. film apa yang bisa buat lo nangis? sampe akhirnya ngomongin nangis itu sendiri. gue pribadi adalah orang yang cengeng. gue gampang nangis kalo lagi sendiri. tapi reszki nggak percaya, dia mikir kalo gue nangis tuh nangis kesel, nangis benci bt mampus setengah mati gitu, bukan nangis sedih tersedu sedu. padahal nyatanya enggak. nangis mah nangis aja. terus gue tanya balik dong, “Ki, lo nggak pernah nangis ya? terakhir nangis kapan?” “nggak pernah deh kayaknya, ya waktu kecil kali” orang macem apa yang nggak pernah nangis? ya walaupun cowok, tapi emang nggak ada ya waktu lo sendiri dan merasa down banget sampe lo harus nangis—ngeluarin semua emosi lo? “yah kalo gue sih ga ada waktu. buat apa. hidup mah buat seneng seneng na. biar apapun yg terjadi, tapi gue belom pernah se emosional itu sampe harus nangis”
gue turun di giant, terus nyari angkot, tapi nggak ada, jadi gue sekalian jalan aja. at that point, kayaknya gue bisa jalan terus sampe rumah. gue lagi asik sama pikiran gue sendiri. tapi akhirnya angkot dateng dan naiklah gue dan turun di terminal. dari terminal gue jalan ke rumah dan gue pikirin omongannya reszki.
bener juga ya. hidup buat seneng seneng. ngapain ditangisin. hidup cuman sekali ini.
1. my wlm is broken. i don’t know why, i just can’t signed in. and it’s sucks.
2. my math exam on friday was pretty good. i answered 6 out of 10. and yes, it was HARD.
3. i just knew, that lightening scared the hell out of me.
4. i love my class, for real.
Geez Na, you have to study.
But here I am, end up browsing, blog-walking, and…posting
I should study, but now I am holding (just holding it, even i don’t look at it) my physics book; but the fact that I already turned on my PC, showed me that I didn’t want to study. Although I have to.
Sasja slept at my house last night. She just went home this morning. it’s nice having you over my house, sa. you should come by next time.
Well, a lot of things to do. Because someone is going home today.
O yeah i forgot something,
STUDY.
hello everybody, what’ssssssss uppppp? so, I am on holiday. yeahhhhh my school’s off until next week because of the final test. hmm, i want to have some fun—altough there’s so many homeworks, because the last holiday i just stayed at home.
dan gue baru aja nonton film di sctv, Oh baby, film nya cinta laura. what would i say? SAMPAH. ZONK. sebenernya nggak zooooooonk segitunya juga sih. ya paling enggak gambarnya bagus. tapi dari segi cerita, biasa aja, cheesy gitu. dance moves nya corny, yang paling gue ngga abis pikir tuh kenapa america-ish banget yaaaaa? kayak trying to be like americans but ended up like trash. maaf ya cinlau, better luck next time.
hmmm ada cerita apa lagi yaaaa. oh ya anggie’s visa udah beres loooooooh. ahiy, so we’re going on holiday beneran deh hehehe. masih 2 bulan lagi sih.
POKOKNYA HARUS JALAN JALAN!
it’s day off on thursday until sunday. BUT, i was NOT having fun. i supposed to, but i couldn’t. after a long day on wednesday, the tomorrow morning–on thursday– i was too tired to do anything. on friday, anggie billa naldri and fathia was going to ratu plaza, i would like to come and join them but i have to help my mom cleaning up my grandpa’s house. because since he passed away, the house was supposed to be empty so that it could be rented to another person. so yeah i have to clean the house. But after cleaned the house up, i got back crack. rrrrgh i can’t move my back and it feels so hurt.
so on saturday, i acctualy invited by jasmine to her 17th birthday party. i wanted to come over so bad because i have never seen her for a very long time. but i still got my back cracked, so i couldn’t came to her party : ((((((((
On sunday i stayed at home again!
brrrfffffffffff, if i hadn’t seen the jamiroquai concert on Wednesday, my holiday would be very very very very ZONK.
so, i got it. i got that fweakin card (well it’s not a card actually, it’s a paper). my Dad took it yesterday. and the result is…….. pretty good i think. but pretty bad, my dad thinks. because i got 30 on chemistry, 50 at math, 56 at physics, 62 at biology, and there’s 3 or 4 score more below 70. Ironically, said my Dad; all my bad score(s) was on the science subjects. well, i’m not a scientist, i guess. and i don’t want to be a scientist, i don’t wanna be one of the ’scientifically-person’, i don’t wanna be a doctor, i don’t wanna be an architect, i don’t wanna be a technician.
i wonder, if i hadn’t took science over social as my major, what will happen? but i never regret the choice i made; I’ve chose science over social, and i’m gonna live with it (1 and a half year to-go), so suck it up!
so far, i still have 4 more remedial to go. and i have to study harder, better, faster, stronger.
