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today is a long day. it’s sky fest day one. and i helped my friends to sell some foods and drinks for skyavenue 2009. and i am really tired. it was a hot day, so many people, and so low-income. hmmm capek banget berdiri berjam jam dan mendengar bunyi dan gerak yang hampir sama (baca: saman). udah gitu dikit banget yang beli. ternyata susah ya jadi pedagang, setiap rupiah sangat berarti. yeah good luck deh tim dana nya, untung gue bukan tim dana.
pas pulang, gue nebeng nurul. bersama imo nisyu shasti bas dan reszki. terus di mobil, awalnya sih kita ngomongin film. film apa yang bisa buat lo nangis? sampe akhirnya ngomongin nangis itu sendiri. gue pribadi adalah orang yang cengeng. gue gampang nangis kalo lagi sendiri. tapi reszki nggak percaya, dia mikir kalo gue nangis tuh nangis kesel, nangis benci bt mampus setengah mati gitu, bukan nangis sedih tersedu sedu. padahal nyatanya enggak. nangis mah nangis aja. terus gue tanya balik dong, “Ki, lo nggak pernah nangis ya? terakhir nangis kapan?” “nggak pernah deh kayaknya, ya waktu kecil kali” orang macem apa yang nggak pernah nangis? ya walaupun cowok, tapi emang nggak ada ya waktu lo sendiri dan merasa down banget sampe lo harus nangis—ngeluarin semua emosi lo? “yah kalo gue sih ga ada waktu. buat apa. hidup mah buat seneng seneng na. biar apapun yg terjadi, tapi gue belom pernah se emosional itu sampe harus nangis”
gue turun di giant, terus nyari angkot, tapi nggak ada, jadi gue sekalian jalan aja. at that point, kayaknya gue bisa jalan terus sampe rumah. gue lagi asik sama pikiran gue sendiri. tapi akhirnya angkot dateng dan naiklah gue dan turun di terminal. dari terminal gue jalan ke rumah dan gue pikirin omongannya reszki.
bener juga ya. hidup buat seneng seneng. ngapain ditangisin. hidup cuman sekali ini.
1. my wlm is broken. i don’t know why, i just can’t signed in. and it’s sucks.
2. my math exam on friday was pretty good. i answered 6 out of 10. and yes, it was HARD.
3. i just knew, that lightening scared the hell out of me.
4. i love my class, for real.
Geez Na, you have to study.
But here I am, end up browsing, blog-walking, and…posting
I should study, but now I am holding (just holding it, even i don’t look at it) my physics book; but the fact that I already turned on my PC, showed me that I didn’t want to study. Although I have to.
Sasja slept at my house last night. She just went home this morning. it’s nice having you over my house, sa. you should come by next time.
Well, a lot of things to do. Because someone is going home today.
O yeah i forgot something,
STUDY.
hello everybody, what’ssssssss uppppp? so, I am on holiday. yeahhhhh my school’s off until next week because of the final test. hmm, i want to have some fun—altough there’s so many homeworks, because the last holiday i just stayed at home.
dan gue baru aja nonton film di sctv, Oh baby, film nya cinta laura. what would i say? SAMPAH. ZONK. sebenernya nggak zooooooonk segitunya juga sih. ya paling enggak gambarnya bagus. tapi dari segi cerita, biasa aja, cheesy gitu. dance moves nya corny, yang paling gue ngga abis pikir tuh kenapa america-ish banget yaaaaa? kayak trying to be like americans but ended up like trash. maaf ya cinlau, better luck next time.
hmmm ada cerita apa lagi yaaaa. oh ya anggie’s visa udah beres loooooooh. ahiy, so we’re going on holiday beneran deh hehehe. masih 2 bulan lagi sih.
POKOKNYA HARUS JALAN JALAN!
it’s day off on thursday until sunday. BUT, i was NOT having fun. i supposed to, but i couldn’t. after a long day on wednesday, the tomorrow morning–on thursday– i was too tired to do anything. on friday, anggie billa naldri and fathia was going to ratu plaza, i would like to come and join them but i have to help my mom cleaning up my grandpa’s house. because since he passed away, the house was supposed to be empty so that it could be rented to another person. so yeah i have to clean the house. But after cleaned the house up, i got back crack. rrrrgh i can’t move my back and it feels so hurt.
so on saturday, i acctualy invited by jasmine to her 17th birthday party. i wanted to come over so bad because i have never seen her for a very long time. but i still got my back cracked, so i couldn’t came to her party : ((((((((
On sunday i stayed at home again!
brrrfffffffffff, if i hadn’t seen the jamiroquai concert on Wednesday, my holiday would be very very very very ZONK.
so, i got it. i got that fweakin card (well it’s not a card actually, it’s a paper). my Dad took it yesterday. and the result is…….. pretty good i think. but pretty bad, my dad thinks. because i got 30 on chemistry, 50 at math, 56 at physics, 62 at biology, and there’s 3 or 4 score more below 70. Ironically, said my Dad; all my bad score(s) was on the science subjects. well, i’m not a scientist, i guess. and i don’t want to be a scientist, i don’t wanna be one of the ’scientifically-person’, i don’t wanna be a doctor, i don’t wanna be an architect, i don’t wanna be a technician.
i wonder, if i hadn’t took science over social as my major, what will happen? but i never regret the choice i made; I’ve chose science over social, and i’m gonna live with it (1 and a half year to-go), so suck it up!
so far, i still have 4 more remedial to go. and i have to study harder, better, faster, stronger.
malem minggu, gue nggak malem minggu an sih. tadi siang ke sekolah ngambil kaos terus pulang. eh pas pulang, taunya dito sama imo ke rumah. kayak udah lamaaaaaaa banget mereka nggak ke rumah. di rumah cuman main2 gitar aja sih ngobrol2. terus kita ke rumah anggie. ada reszki juga. gue ngerasa udah lama aja nggak ikutan ngumpul2 sama mereka. mereka masih mau nonton tapi udah jam setengah sembilan, jadi gue pulang aja.
Oya dan gue mengetahui sesuatu, yang selama ini gue pikir, gue yang salah—-kesalahan ada pada gue karena yang lain (kayaknya) adem adem aja. EHHHH TAUNYAAA sama aja kayak gue hahahahahha.
Aduh semangat Jogja nihhh, si imo malah males. gue sih semangat. jalan jalan sih haha. semoga aja acaranya nggak zonk atau ada sesuatu yang zonk gitu. semoga seru! Amin!
it’s january and school was just started 2 weeks ago. the first week, hmm quiet rush, mengingat masuk sekolah di jakarta jam setengah tujuh. hari kamis ke nasi djinggo; yang bikin nyaman banget adalah tempatnya yang oke gt, terus magrib magrib terus ujaaan, kurang ada yang main gitar aja hahaha.
terus second week udah mulai ada tugas. yang bikin pusing adalah outline karya tulis sebenernya. judul karya tulis gue adalah : Alternatif Design Arsitektur untuk Meminimalkan Konsumsi Energi (Listrik?) belum dikembangin lagi. tapi yang gue heran, gue hrs bikin outline nya sampe bab IV, yaitu pembahasan. padahal penelitian baru akan dilakukan waktu kelas 3. gimana caranya gue memahas, kalo penelitiannya aja belom mulai? ck. bingung.
the important thing on this week adalaaaaaaaaaaaaah TERIMA RAPOR.
rapor udah dibagiin. terus Alhamdulillah nilai gue sih tuntas semua. diatas tujuh semua malah. kecuali……..kimia. ya itu karena si Yusuf nggak mau ngasih her ke anak yang nilai nya 60. padahal itu kan hak gue. mendingan matematika deh, gurunya ngga rese, tapi soalnya dia yang rese.
terus ada career day, gue liat presentasi IT dan cool banget pembicaranya. jago banget, dia tuh kerja di dephan nasional dan dia kea bisa ngehack apapun dan bahkan dia bilang (sebenernya kalo dia mau) bisa nyuri duit 1 rupiah aja dari account nasabah bank se-Indonesia. how cool is that. terus dia mempraktekkan sendiri ngehack website nya dikmenti kalo ngga salah dan bisa ngubah ngubah database guru (tp ngga dilakukan sih) gue ngga tau gimana caranya dia ngga mau ngasih tau cara nge hack password nya, tp yang jelas he can do it. ckck
hari sabtu ini gue…..facial hahahaha disuruh abisnya. and it’s ten times more painful than ngencengin breket gigi. tapi cuma sebentar sih emang. tp ttp aja sakit. ugh
malem minggu ini ada acara ulang taunnya anggie di omah sendok, di jalan empu sendok. asik deh kayak reuni hahaha. banyak juga yg dateng. tapi maaf ya gie, kadonya ketinggalannnnn padahal udah susah susah gue bungkus. ck ck.
abis dari ultahnya anggie, gue nebeng billa sama sasa fathia garini naldri. terus ke lucky store beli makanan (heran gue mereka ngga pernah kenyang apa ya) terus nganterin garini ke halte panjang, di scbd. tadinya kita mau ke parkiran EC, tapi rame abis. jadi ngga jadi deh. akhirnya cuman muter muter kebayoran arah pulang. terus nganter sasa+naldri di citos. abis itu pulang deh.
gue HARUS NONTON JIFFEST KE-10 gue udah nunda, berapa lama ya…. dari kelas 2 smp, berarti 3 tahun yang lalu?
GAGAL LAGI DEH 
